From the category archives:

Depression

It’s been a long, long day…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on March 14, 2010

I’m still on the dark side.
Maybe Lily, too…

Or maybe I’m just projecting…

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I’ll feel better again soon…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on March 14, 2010

…right?
I tell myself that, but I don’t always believe it.
I don’t.
But I hope.

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A little better today…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on December 8, 2009

…but outside it’s raining buckets.

Lily doesn’t mind the rain and loves the cold.  Sometimes we have to drag her or trick her with treats to get her in the house for the night.  She wants to stay out in the cold 24/7.   A few minutes after I took these photos she appeared at the back [...]

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This day…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on December 7, 2009

is being hard to get through.
What is it?
What is it?
What
is
it?

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I didn’t go…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on October 27, 2009

I got up to go.  Took a shower.  Made sure to wear a pair of my favorite shoes.  Took my husband to work.  Went to my on campus appointment.
The sinking dread and sadness kept increasing with each passing moment.
I kept trying to focus on the good things:

there might be cake
I can sit with the Uber [...]

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Turtles, Monkeys, and Skeletons…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on October 23, 2009

… oh my!
So at my therapist’s office they have all these toys and puppets for when working with children.  There are different items in every room and they have the most wonderful puppets!  Like this turtle that I know Darling Hubby would love:

And here is a cow on a monkey’s back (et al)!

Yes, my therapist [...]

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“It’s not a tumor!”

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on September 25, 2009

Remember that scene in Kindergarten Cop when Schwarzenegger’s character says he has a headache and one of the kids tells him it might be a tumor?
I think about the scene a lot.  Because I know "it’s not a tumor!"
But if it were — it might could be cut out and then the pain would stop [...]

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I am only good…

by ɹǝƃƃolquǝʞoʇ on September 23, 2009

…for about 3 hours on the computer before I am slammed with a headache that would make a grown man cry.
That’s how bad it is.
Sometimes it’s’ only two hours…
Two hours of computer time.  Then I have to take a long break — sometimes another three or six hours.  Basically the rest of the working day.  [...]

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