http://www.switch.tv/videos/39
3:22 pm – Awwww s…h…i…t!
So I been working on setting up my new site, but the company didn’t understand my
request and I can’t work in my new blog yet and I got pissed and got over it, but then I
think about it and get just as pissed again.
*sigh*
So I’ve been doing laundry and drinking buckets of coffee and thinking about how bad my
blog sucks because I’m so careful about what I put here, because jeez, someone may read
it and get offended.
And I’m starting not to care anymore.
Because.
I discovered when I write something I really feel or think about that entry is just
PHENOMINAL.
Wow.
Which is why I’m starting a new blog. An honest blog. “Cause sometimes even I have
something bad to say and dammit I wanna say it.
It’s my-real-me-but-you-don’t-know-me-blog-so-bite-me-blog-and-if-you-do-know-methen-
getoverit-cause-this-is-my-blog-neener-neener.
Yuppa. Done went a got me ‘nother domain. Gonna be just for my bloggin. Be settin it up
the next few…
Totally mine. Way cool!
My blog sucks. I got nothing juicy or sexy or juicy and sexxayy to write about. Unless you
count my tormented childhood—now there’s some real drama, but all that shit happened
years ago and one can only milk that cow once in a blog.
My kid is okay, but too far passed all those cutesy stages. I got nothing to write about
him…unless:
See more than 10 years ago I started college with the plan of getting into med school. I
want(ed) to be a doctor in a really bad way. My son is whining about how we never have
any money to do anything and we’re gonna be so rich when I’m a doctor that he can
hardly wait. So I tell him that’s like years down the road; and most likely he won’t even
live with us then; and I going to be a general practice type of doc and won’t make that
much money. As a matter of fact I’m gonna be a GP in a real small hicky backwards kinda
place and my patients will prolly pay me in stuff like fresh produce, eggs, and chickens.
And my son—without missing a beat says, "Then dammit, I better be getting some fried
chicken!"
So I thought that was hilarious. Still ill do.
Police are trying to determine how those babies got into that van.
I think we know…
Mother puts 2 year old and 18 month old to bed at 10 pm. At 3 am babies are still in bed
when mother checks on them. At 9:30 am mother finds babies in locked mini-van in
driveway. 18 month old is dead…2 year old in hospital.
Did she leave them in the van overnight? Did she put them in the van that morning? (It
was 80° at 6:30 yesterday morning.)
It’s being reported as an accident…so far.. .
Okay, it was hot and lovely. It wasn’t unbearably hot, just hot enough to keep you damp all day. Most everyone was there. One cousin was in the hospital; her children came with their grandparents, her husband stayed with her.
This aunt and uncle raise their own beef for themselves and for sale. It’s not that they farm (though all our families (until us kids) were farmers (and teachers) of some sort. So my OH family live in the country and raise beef for their families and garden a bit. One cousin is actually a professional butcher!
Woot. Okay, it’s more like a family reunion that falls on my uncle’s birthday. Actually the day after. And my uncle and big brother share the birthday.
So it’s today and in the great state of OHIO. Wherein better childhood memories reside. We lived in Ohio until I was eight….eight and not living in the state of Ohio is when my life began to suck.
What’s happened to my parents in Kentucky???
Hey, awww…you came by and visited. Thanks.
This will make my third (if completed) novel. So, my assignment is to complete 75 well polished pages, which my friend will present to agent type pholks she knows (if she likes it to begin with I’d imagine) then we’ll see…
I’ve been working on it. It doesn’t come as easy to me as so much of my other writing has. It is a suspense thriller dramatic type thingy, which I’ve never done before. Basically, it’s been real work. Most things I’ve done before pretty much flowed and I had to take breaks or die. This is the opposite. I have to make myself work at it. Dahmn. It’s one thing to come up with an idea (I gotta a million of ‘em) and another to write it…it’s quite different; this writing for a specific goal. It may turn out to be the most successful thing I ever written or it could tank just like everything else.
11:16 am – So I did survive this week…
Work is slow. I’m trying to pace myself — even when I have nothing to pace myself with. My boss apologizes. We can’t figure out what is different from this summer to last summer. Last summer I’d have a day here and there or maybe towards the end of the week it would be slow. This is almost every day. Classes start up again in August. Things will pick up then, but we don’t really know why, since we don’t do much regarding students. I think it may be because our office is on campus. We’re a state office, but we’re on a college campus as we are also supported with funds from our college affiliation. I think if we weren’t on campus we wouldn’t have this lull, or a least it wouldn’t be so much of one.
I saw my old therapist on Wednesday. It went really well and she helped me pick myself up again. She did let me know that he shouldn’t have used that language with me. I am not unstable, only my eating is. I’m a binger. And recent studies have show that bingers do not do as well with this surgery as fat people with other eating disorders do.
I am a different kind of binger than most. My binge is brought on during the later afternoon hours leading to supper. I get hungry, but I wait until supper. I eat supper, but then I continue to eat and eat other things until I am stuffed…full. This happens a lot. But in the past several weeks things have changed…
I started eating something about every three hours (a.k.a. The Three-Hour Diet). So I have breakfast and then about three hours later I’d have a little snack…usually some almonds. Then I’d have my lunch and about three hours later I’d have a little snack again. I’d eat supper. And then I’ have a snack. I’ve over snacked sometimes in my after supper snack—but nothing like I was before! Eureka!
And I’ve started going to they gym again—regular! I now go in the mornings. I take Hubby to work (he’s ready to leave by 7:15 am as promised) and go on to the gym; then to work. I’ve been getting to work between 8:30 and 9:00 am, which is fine, as I’m there before 9:00 am as I promised! I’ve missed going to the gym regular so much.
Oh, yeah…and I’ve lost 13 lbs in the past few weeks, too. We’ll see how this continues.