I’m preparing to make a big change soon. Initially the idea of doing so broke my heart and terrified me at the same time, so I’m utilizing mental health care to assist me through it.
At our last meeting my therapist asked me what I felt was the most important thing that my antidepressant medications do for me and I was able to reply without hesitation, "They allow me to think rationally."
My broken heart is well on the mend and those feelings of terror have diminished to a more “guarded” state. I even feel a bit of anticipatory excitement about the change — but other times I just feel incredibly angry…
It’s difficult.
Last evening Darling Hubby and I attended our first Legends game. We had our nifty rain ponchos to get us through the rain delay as umbrellas were not allowed in the ball park.
We got sodas, hot dogs, and Cracker Jack. The hot dogs were only .25 cents (a running Tuesday game night special) I took one bite and spit it out. It was awful. I doubt it was kosher, but still what a lousy hot dog. Hubby finished mine and his. I stuck with the Cracker Jack (never lets me down) and later on some popcorn, too.
The Legends won the game and we had a lot of fun. The whole event was very entertaining as there is so much more that just a ball game going on. So many little side entertainments to enjoy.
The P.A. system was a bit too loud, but maybe it wouldn’t have seemed so if the crowd had been larger. Apparently the rain will keep even some of the most dedicated fans at home.
My big disappointment? No fireworks. I couldn’t believe it. Turns out they had to stop with the fireworks after every game, except on the weekend, because of complaints from surrounding neighbors.
The park is smack in the middle of a residential and shopping area so I did understand their complaint, but all the same I was anticipating those fireworks all evening long.
The game over we stopped to visit the gift shop on our way out of the ball park — where I just had to purchase this for my big giant kid…
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thanks for the nudge token! classes for spring semester are over but i am taking 3!!! intensive summer school classes, working full time and fixin to move to san diego in a month or less. i am a bit squeezed for time. good news though, after july 23 i’ll be done with classes at least until january. i hope i’m in classes by january because that means i got into the program i want. i’ll try my best!